so my bday just past couple days ago. it was awesome. especially with my homies. so i woke up at 5.30 ran to sophanas house and then we ran at the woods to go to the lake and see what it looked like early in morning. then we jogged outside the woods and walked to sophanas house and i waited for her to take a shower then we headed back to my house. i took a shower and then we started to make water balloon's. then linda came over and she made me cup cakes that sed happy bday. so natalie and samantha sed they couldnt come over so i was like oh okay then. but then natalie said that she got kicked out so i told her to come to my house then and she was like oh im outside already. so i looked outside my window and she wasnt there so i went down to open the door and they suprised me and sang me happy bday and they got me a cake =] and then nikki came too. chilled and they painted there nails. then danny do and humpty came over. then catie and allison came over. then melinda and lina came over. we started to play uno. gosh how intense did that get. then nikki left and lazie and eazy came over. we played twister and some more uno. allison sophana and catie watched brick in the other room while we were all in the other room. after they watched the movie they left. and the rest stayed playing twister. then justin came over. then we all headed up to golden lake to eat =]. thats when huy skits and monica came too. we all ate then after we had my cup cakes started to throw water balloon at each others car. then huy's car started it by stoping and parking and then throwing it at us and driving off. so we all met at the park at the beach. haha we all planed on getting huy and who ever was in the car. it was huy monica skitz and monicas cousin against everyone. so this lady and kids and her dog got in our way of playing and she got splashed by accident so she called the cops on us. and skitz got in trouble. in so much trouble that all of us almost got arrested. but it was cool we all left we all went to mc d's and justin and roc e when to go pick up his brother. we all stayed there jaming to music and playing the asian hacky sack thing. and dancing lol. then we decied to go to roc e's house we had a rave and then got some lq. they all wanted me to get drunk but instead they ended up getting me trashed lol its okay there my homies <3 first everyone took a shot for me even the ones that quit drinking <3 and the it was w.e wanted one took one so many ppl wanted to take another shot with me it was crazy.skitz do and eazy took care of me thank god. haha <33333 and everything else it just crazy fun. skitz natalie and me ended up throwing up. =O but its alll good. i wonder who took care of skitz. when he started to throw up. but i thank samantha natalie roc e do eazy lazie humpty for being there the whole day and skitz huy monica smoke johnny justin for being there the other rest of the time because you guys all were busy before but still made it <3
haha so today we are going to do a surprise party for justin now since his bday is tomorrow so im getting the cake and everyone else is getting the lq. so when i come with the cake after work im gunna set up everything outside and when it hits 12 we all are gunna take a shot for jphat. and what ever else is gunna happen.
so Kimmy came down and ever since she came down all i have been doing was spending every waken day with her. <3
but any ways I've been reminiscing on things and sometimes i miss the old days the old days when nothing really mattered. back when you were little in kindergarten where you ran around and you didn't sweat. you had no hair in places you now do, but now you walk down a street in 85 degree weather and you'll start sweating. Sometimes i wish that we can just stay in kindergarten as long as we want till we are ready to go to 6th grade then from there we go to 8th and then 9th from there to 10th and if we could go to school in the summer for those 2 months id take 12th grade for those two months. Then after high school you just get to live the real world. you have to get a job and the job you want you work to become it. Not like go to college to learn how to become what you want and get the degree. You get the job you want to become and you work to become better. idk but what ever.
other things i thought about..................ah never i dont feel like telling everyone
Leo (Jul 23 - Aug 22)
Having doubts about love may be more to do with memories of past failure than with anything in the present. Much to your chagrin, skeletons in the closet could come out to dance in broad daylight. Although you would rather keep some things private, sharing your vulnerability now with close friends or family may be the key to salving an old wound.
i think this is so true....
so today as i was walking home with sophana i went to my mail box and i got the mail. looking through the mail i seen teh letter from SMFA and i dropped everything and just opened it. it said i made it in =DDDD
so i've think i've been happier than ever. i dont know why but i just am oh an i find anything and everything funny. shit talking saying one stupid thing. giving me dirty looks. my teachers stareing at me in class. i seem to just bust out laughing. i dont know what up with my guy friends but they are all trying to get with me. i tell each and everyone of them that i dont want anyone im to busy to have a boyfriend and if i did i would have no time for them. but they dont get the hint that i dont want them! i try to ignore them because when times get worse they start to annoy the fuck out of me and i dont like it at all! but i cant ignore them so i try to keep it to myself.
ahh so school its been going GREAT. i find it funny how i say hi to everyone in the halls and the people i walk with are like how do you know everyone. im sorry that im very social. "damn le you know everyone dont you" --danecca, sophana, cindy haha yeah i guess i do......sometimes i dont like how i know so many people because sometimes when i dont feel like talking to anyone in the halls they still say hi and i dont want them to touch me. but oh well i guess thats what happens when talk to alot of people. oh so i hate how the history department are trying this new testing. where you have to right a five paragraph essay on this one question with out any materials to help you in one class period. they want to do this because they think that if you can answer one question that means you under whats going on, but mulitple choice questions make it harder for you because you have to remember everything to answer every question.
man i cant wait till kimmy comes down =] shes in florida right now and shell be coming down after graduation in may. might i say if anyone dares to fuck with us that we will make your lifes a living hell. yeah we are planing to very recless with everything and anything. shes staying down here till my birday <3 we are spending every day together till i go off for SMFA for a month.
well can i say do you feel as if you were in my head? if not then oh well because i really dont care.
giving someone your ipod/mp3 to play the music is the most revealing thing about you. its showing people what kind of music you listen to. people can judge you on what kind of music you listen or they can even tell so much about you.
so as i was standing at a bathroom stall my friend was on the other side talking to me. i said okay i need to pee and closed the door. i didnt lock the door and my face was still next to the door. to see if she would say anything. the next you know she pushes the stall door in my face. and now i have a big bruise on my face D= it looks like i got in a fight.
omg as i was on my way to practice i saw a bunny rabbit =] it was standing infront of little river inn waving hi to everyone. i wanted to jump out of the car and give him/her a hung =D
dont tell me something that your going to do and then not remember it.
the shells been up since birth.
it was about to be dropped.
it was half way down.
no the shells back up and stronger.
i wonder if anyone notices that there are blog where they're were never blogs before?
it wouldnt matter anyways.
seems as if no one blogs anymore
ha it makes you relook again doesnt it
maybe oneday you'll realize not to play games and maybe one day ill realize to give a fuck.
today started out wrong got worst and ended bad. might i say nothing was good about today. only good thing was spending time with laura and watching csi. thoughts after thoughts after thoughts after thoughts. i guess it wont stop. 2 in the morning and i can't sleep. now back to trying to sleep. bye.
